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after like a few days of blogger being koay, it went back to its horrible state and now it's much more horrible. things have been happening and i cant keep up to the pace.

sometimes i believe that staying strong will help me get through everything but sometimes staying strong doesnt benefit at all. this sucks man. it really does.

1 month. will i survive?

i spoke to karyl online and she's quite a motivator. and that's very nice of her in fact. i do hope that i can really do like how i did in primary 4, amazed myself, amazed everyone who thought that i couldnt do it. i still remember that feeling but it disappeared the very next week and almost ruined everything.

as we grow older, things dont seem to be as pure and clear as we thought they do. now, the world is beginning to get scary.