dilemma

sometimes i do wonder, why. sometimes i really do. shucks. it's not that i dont want to make a decision. and i feel bad leaving u out for the other. get it?

why is she always right on? gosh. i really need a time out. maybe i SHOULD meet u all, maybe i shouldnt. my reason for not meeting u all is because im afraid. im scared and im shy -.- maybe the others, in the sense, close ones doesnt know, but im not a open girl that's one. and im really shy at heart and mind.

mcfly songs really send me down emo -.- akon's sorry, blame it on me too. your guardian angel too. empty too. awww man!

deep down inside, u know yourself.
dont lie to yourself nor your feelings.
never do it cause u'll be lying to me.