the whole week's events

the past 2 weeks were fine. one thing i realized though... THERE ARE A LOT OF MARCH BABIES!

glenn, wen xin, lemuel, zhafri, jamie, jian yong, my cousin kelvin, kang wei, tiffany, charis, humaira, JJ, darren(hws), etc, etc.

SEE! so many!!!! omgomgomgomg.

then there's the games carnival.. my class didnt win anything.. only table tennis got into finals that's all.. it's ok(:

NETBALL certainly rocked. it's just so fun! to jump and catch the ball.. to run around.. to jump again! hahaahah! it's a fun sport after all.. though the training's tough. =x

hmm.. sat.. was it sat? yea sat, 240307, sandy and i went to suntec city's carrefour. we asked JJ to come along. hahaha! he looked so blurr.. hahaha! to think we dragged him along with us to buy pants =x hahahah! fun right? can wear sunglasses somemore.... shiok! hahahaha! then we drank starbucks... thanks for the treat JJ! ahhaha! next time sandy and i treat u(:

choir.. as usual.. just that choir gave attitude to mr u-know-who on sat. seriously, they cant stand him. mr kwei's the best(: I LOVE U MR KWEI! hahahaha! the songs are almost there i think. almost. work on it TKCHOIR! we can do it! get GOLD WITH HONOURS!(: and of course.. BEST SECONDARY SCHOOL CHOIR! hahahah!(:

to think im writing this blog post.. with a pissed mood. dam emo now. was actually dam high. i get scoldings for NOTHING. it's damn irritating. why cant i be happy EVERYDAY?! why cant i follow my motto? why WHY? i wanna be happy! i wanna laugh! i wanna smile everyday.. anywhere.. anytime! why must there be sadness? why cant it just be happiness in the world? why must the world be filled with different emotions? why can i be happy only in school and sad at home? why why why?! i've got infinity whys to ask.. but no one can give me a perfect answer. cause the questions asked have so many answers to them.. thus, there is no definite answer.

im damn pissed.
im seriously tired.
im seriously sad.
i seriously wanna be happy.
i wanna be happy all my life.
why cant they talk to me like friends?
why cant they treat me like a friend to them?
why must they nag so much that it has become a thorn in my flesh?
im emo now.
im in the ocean, searching for [n]emo.
someone distract me.. lead me to find dory..
so that i can smile and be myself again.
emo{n}emo.