summer dreams.: November 2007

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i love 987fm :D

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but then, another spastic one is leaving T.T
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signing off :D

haha

hahaha, im just laughing :D

hmm, theory's a bore. really. it sucks. hope my piano teacher doesnt see this. she's modern =x

im just so so so SO lazy to update my blog on the next few days of my australia trip. T.T but i so want to! oh my, contradiction. hmmm, i shall hire some blogger eg. cheryl quek :D to help me do my blog post on the next few days of australia. WAHAHAHA okay, she'll run after me with the chopper and knife. as usual :D

yay, da ge's coming back soon. AND dajie's leaving T.T noooooooooooooooo, she's my erm... ________fill in the blank by yourself(logical ones please)__________ =p

done for today. again, theory sucks =x

true

True
by Ryan Cabrera

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep insideIn the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hideIts time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

bubbly

Bubbly
by Colbie Caillat

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

They start in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

im really sorry,
i shouldnt have lied to you.
it was meant for a twist.

i've never told anyone about it.

fear

the thing is fear. the word is fear. and i do fear.

dilemma

sometimes i do wonder, why. sometimes i really do. shucks. it's not that i dont want to make a decision. and i feel bad leaving u out for the other. get it?

why is she always right on? gosh. i really need a time out. maybe i SHOULD meet u all, maybe i shouldnt. my reason for not meeting u all is because im afraid. im scared and im shy -.- maybe the others, in the sense, close ones doesnt know, but im not a open girl that's one. and im really shy at heart and mind.

mcfly songs really send me down emo -.- akon's sorry, blame it on me too. your guardian angel too. empty too. awww man!

deep down inside, u know yourself.
dont lie to yourself nor your feelings.
never do it cause u'll be lying to me.

aussie trip

well, guess i shall start on my trip to australia, brisbane, before dajie kills me for not updating =x hehehehe.

this is the sky at changi airport when my family reached there. beautiful isnt it? =p

my dad as he left the airport. he didnt go with us to australia as someone has to handle the business and stuff. i didnt know my hand shook when i took it but it is still beautiful to me =x

i love this board. lol. have u found my flight? i've found it. wahaha..

time in duty-free shopping centre.

SINGAPORE AIRLINE! and me XD

me having my dinner on SQ235. it's some salmon fish fillet thingy and iced orange with sprite. quite a delicious dinner just that i didnt finish =x

i watched 'Stardust' on the plane. it's a very romantic movie ^^

i love these quotes from the movie:

1) love comes unconditionally, unexpectedly, unbearably and uncontrollably.

2) ...my heart is exchanged for yours...

3) a broken heart cannot shine.

i tried to sleep after watching stardust but i couldnt. 12 midnight in the air, strapped into my seat, it was so uncomfortable. the air crew started serving breakfast at 4am, which was like, 2am in singapore? o.O couldnt finish it too, the dinner i had previously had not digested fully.

around 7am, we reached brisbane. the sun was already hanging in the sky, way up in the sky, bright and sunny. we headed towards our mini coach which brought us to 'Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort' jetty.

the bus plate number. wahaha want by 4D? add one more number can buy le. lol.

some pictures of brisbane countryside.. quaint and tranquil.

this is the ship that brought us to Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort. the ride to our destination was long long long, so i took a nap. i was awoke by the chief( i think). he was announcing that there's a dolphin swimming beside the ship(as dolphins do). haha, so cute! but i couldnt take a picture of it as i wasnt sitting by the side.

Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort is huge. Huge huge place. a lot of walking to do =x we had a debrief before going for lunch.

menu of our breakfast, lunch and dinner. lol =x

our lunch :D very filling though. and apparently, it's the same everytime -.-

next up was sand toggling. we went to the desert in Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort.

my bro and me being spastic :D

the peak.

my bro and i climbed it twice. the way up was strenuous. when i reached the top, i was breathing deeply. woots. and down i went.

my face was covered in sand and practically everywhere. it was disgusting. took a long time to get the sand off me.

me, mom and bro.

we went back for a break. it was free and easy.

room number - 37!

my room :D

since it was free and easy, my bro and i went down to kayak for an hour and we walked by the shore(at the same time, dry ourselves =x) night came and we went for dinner.

that was our dinner, very filling. almost the same as lunch. haha.. the soup was erm, honey pumpkin soup? very sweet, dont like it =x

the sunset peaking through clouds at night. the picture isnt as beautiful as the one i saw there. wahahah

we then headed to the jetty where the dolphin feeding session starts. the jetty was filled with people. the dolphins come here for dinner every night at 7pm sharp. and they come on their own.

people trying to get a glimpse of the dolphins.

DOLPHINS!

emo hair and im smiling. lol. see the dolphins behind? haha, the picture's blur. sorry =x

bro, i and carol jie(know her cause of trip haha) waiting to walk into the waters to feed the dolphin.

can u spot the dolphin? haha she's tinkerbell. a mother of two. so sweet :D

the board with the attendance of the dolphins :D

hah, back at the room, i had a refreshing hot bath! the night was really really cold. fell asleep in a second or two, i was super tired i guess =x

i shall stop here for now. and this is only the first day at brisbane. gosh! hahaha enjoy =p

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dam it. i seriously dont know why. maybe i know but i cant assume right.. assumptions can be wrong and it has to be confirmed. but how to confirm when i cant even to you?

first was that and it was kinda solved. just hanging there though.
now is this. instead, everything is falling apart and i dont want that to happen.

home sweet home

im back :D

hahahha, lala. the post about the trip will take some time before it is up =x hahaha.. enjoy the music!

the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.
will our h ever connect?

it's all about you

It's All About You
by McFly

[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you

[Tom:]
Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.
So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too,
Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'

[Danny:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you.Yeah...

[Solo]

[Danny & Tom:]
And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile,
So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.

[Danny:]
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you, baby
([Tom:] It's all about you)
It's all about you
([Tom:] It's about you)
It's all about you

100th post!

im off to the airport :D

to all, i'll miss you. haha, i'll try to get gifts back for u all ^^

to youknowwho,
dont feel so sad, just keep smiling :D take care while im gone! smiles(:

that's the way we are :D
_________________________(fill in the blank on your own)

im leaving on a jetplane

hi people,

im off soon T.T aww man. i gonna miss u all LOADS. trust me :D

im flying

quek misses me, aww, that's sweet.

i agree with her. everyone's leaving, one by one. oh, and i just realized, im not going to melbourne. im going to brisbane. -.-

i kinda finish packing my stuff. judging by the time i'll return to singapore, guess i'll have to rush to school =x

to the nepal people,
i wont be able to send u all off, so, bon voyage. have a safe trip and have fun with each other ^^ dont gay too much guys :D

i know it,
you are wols.

mooozzeey

i love him <3
lol. sorry for the crap posts. i feel so weird. that's why.

pictures

looking through my post, i just love this pics.

i dont know why, i find this two very nice....

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im flying soon. not sure whether to feel happy, excited, or what.

my brother's friends are here in my house now. my, i didnt know his friends are crazy. they laugh at everything. well, i wish i could.

tmr's the day. i've yet to settle everything. i have not written the letter. i have not done so many things. gosh. i dont know what im saying.

i've found this song, actually heard it on 987fm:
The Heart Never Lies - McFly

Some people love, some people cry
Some people live, some people die
Some people run, right into the fire
Some people hide, their every desire

But we are the lovers
If you dont believe me
Then just look into my eyes
Cause the heart never lies

Some people fly, some people fall
Others prefer, they dont care at all
If you wanna fight, ill stand right beside you
I wont let you fall, ill be right behind you

So pick up your peices
If you dont believe me
Just look into my eyes
Cause the heart never lies

Woah

Woah

Another year over, and were still together
Its not always easy, to love me forever

We are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
Hey

And we are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
Cause the heart never lies

Oh-oh-woah
Woah

Another year over,and were still together
Its not always easy, to love me forever

Yea we are the lovers, i know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
Cause the heart never lies

Cause the heart never lies

Because the heart never lies
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i cant face up to it.

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yesterday's class outing was fun! i laughed a lot. it was simply ridiculous! hahaah! HILARIOUS indeed. i shall write that out when i have the pictures. anyway, yesterday's picture taking werent that nice. dont know why. just doesnt look right. haiz..

all in all, it's fun :D

i read those 9 words,
repeatedly.
i've got this weird feeling.
i've no idea how to explain it.

music playlist

sorry people, my playlist songs are reduced to 30 seconds -.- enjoy the first song though, it's nice ^^

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haha, today's ying cong's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGCONG(:
another 15 year old baby. hahahahaa

today was so slack -.- somehow i miss going for truncated lessons. tmr's class outing! so fun, cant wait. hahaha, hope it's going to be a great one ^^

ohoh, korean love drama serials ROCK. love their storylines. love korean love songs, u can feel love in it =p

im talking rubbish here. lol.

i realized,
i have side effects from being emo.
hmmmmmmm..

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so far, for now, the storm is gone. almost. hope so. i pray hard.

i was out for 12 hours today. that's really long. tiring day. had choir at 10 today. it was a short practice in fact. we sang the tk spirit song -.- brought back memories anyway :D the sec ones learnt the song quite fast. so proud of them. wahaha. the sec one sops had vocal training after practice. a short training. they actually sounded good. just that if they support more, deeper breaths, and project their voice, im sure they can be really good sops.

sandy, andrea, april and i had quite a chat with mdm goo. haha, it was a long time since i chatted with her. seems like quite a number of us appealed into tk through choir. im one of them =x lol. had lunch at roxy square 2, as usual. ate ban mian but couldnt finish. lol. nigel, sandy and i walked to the 36 bus stop where we waited for my bro to come before we headed towards suntec. i bought my shorts there ^^ finally. lol. bro bought his two running pants from carrefour. jianyong met up with us a little later. we watched THE GAMEPLAN. it's a touching movie and an interesting one. quite a spastic movie too. lol. too all the spastics in the spastic family: u all should go watch and be spastic about it =p

jy later went to carrefour to buy a black long sleeve shirt for his prom night. wow, so glamourous. wahaha. after that, it was like 6+ pm already. jy decided to walk to bugis to meet his father. nigel, sandy, bro and i took bus 196 to the bus stop nearest to my house. bro and i waited there for parents to fetch us to go for dinner while sandy&nigel walked to take a bus to paya lebar mrt station.

my family had some erm, beijing? food? lol. some ramen and dont know dont know what food. the restaurant can be found near cold storage in pp. lol. quite delicious i say, and the amount was just right. shopped at best denki for erm, iron? lol. heard the iron at home was spoilt -.- so we had to get a new one. then my parents headed over to the Osim section where they tried out the massage chairs. i told my mom they can hang over at that place till around 10pm and they did -.- in the mean time, my bro and i went window shopping, haha. topshop is having mid summer sales now ^^ the clothes there are attractive but on my, nah. lol. but i like topman! the jacket is so nice, but it's not my size, neither is it for me =x

finally, when most shops are closed and pp turning from a bustling shopping centre to a quiet tranquil one then we headed home -.- we had to walk through roxy square 2 to get back to the car. apparently, the aircon system went wrong and the whole system was leaking. the second floor was kinda flooded with water. lol. so instead we took a longer route to get back to the carpark. AND IM FINALLY HOME ^^ lols. felt so refreshing after taking a bath =p

im not that emo today :D thanks all~

thanks to cheryl q. for reminding me of my motto.
i hope to smile everyday :D

emo day

last night, i seriously thought a lot. about what? i dont know. it's like a tornado up there. what's it like? pain. deep, sharp pain. i had the feeling that something will happen. it did. ___ ____ shit.

this morning was a cool one. the breeze was just right and the walk to school was pleasant, except for the uncle who was smoking and walking in front of me. -.- i took more than half an hour to finish my donut i think o.O

i reached school and finished up chem with some reference. lol. a maths lesson was slack. ms wong just let us finish up our hw but i didnt do in the end. lol. i did some, previously. i didnt have the mood to do hw. my mind's clogged up. still, i have to thank the people in class. cheryl q.'s word were right. no matter how sad u are, how down u are, the moment u step into class, the people in it just puts a smile on your face. it lightens your mood. thanks all..

chem and english were the last two periods. mrs teh dragged chem lesson for approximately 25 minutes, someone complained. l-o-l. the guys managed to finish their food in a short time while i slowly munched on my honey egg(also known as french toast with honey -.-) bread. lol. i was still chewing as cheryl a/q, belinda, huiwen and i walked into the audi. surprisingly, we thought we were the last class to arrive. but the audi was empty -.-

english proceeded as normal. compre. lol. finding rp and text/ques wordings, replacing words blah. thanks to 3c who had chem at 11.40am, they had to release us. poor guys, had to stay for one more lesson while the rest were released. waited for 3b to be released, poor guys too. their lesson got dragged for like 40 - 45 minutes. had lunch at bk where i didnt finish my burger. ate say, 2/5 or 3/5 of it then wrapped it up and discarded it =x

choir started at 1330 today. guess most people didnt know, or didnt pay attention to what mr foong said last week. i was one of them =x but luckily glenn reminded me it was 1330. lol. sang through mamamia and super trouper. super trouper was fine for the altos i should say, but mamamia. every combined session, altos lose their notes. there must be a way to drill it in. i couldnt get it myself.

haiz. that was the day then. ended off talking to mdm goo. there's so much things to do. so much things to think about. so much.... so much..

i feel so wrong.....

All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day,
And make it OK.

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first up,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAMIN :D

hahaha =p yay, she's 15~ woots~

hmmm, i wanna play puzzle bobble T.T

to ken: it was clearly a misunderstanding. please dont be mistaken -.-

i just dont know.
it seems like everything changed within one night.
the feel's different.

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today was a rainy day. i got my dad to fetch me to school, save me the trouble to walk and holding an umbrella and also getting my shoes wet =x

hmm, mrs teh came early today to set up her laptop -.- guess she saw people either copying hw or still doing her hw =x well it was tough. haiz, friday is the last day for our truncated. that's fast. two weeks ago, we were receiving our papers, having our school bazaar, collecting our report books. time really flies. ohoh, this was what i went to do during the bazaar.

this is some flower pattern thingy taken from henna book. yughan drew this for me. hahah his masterpiece :D

this henna was also drawn by yughan, hahaha as requested. lol.

hmmm, okay, back to topic. today's lessons, i dont know why, but seems like every teacher dragged about 10 minutes each time. ms wong's lesson, it's always noisy except for yesterday's. lol, today was the usual nonsense and volume that we had throughout the whole year. physics was chiong. lol. ms goh let us draw two graphs and then slack. ^^ after most have finished, the usuals fished out their phones and start puzzle bobbling. lol. shigeng and ken managed to get 20k+++ as highscore. haha, hope they can beat the highscore of 29100. that's seriously high. my highscore's only 9750 T.T

after school, there was choir comm meeting. we went online to find caterers for choir camp. hate looking through a whole lot of results yet only a few are appropriate. lol. but we managed to find in the end :D

went to meet bro at pp to have a super duper late lunch. then went to find nigel and the rest. sandy and nigel came to my house to 'swim' lol. that was a nice game =p then they went home and im here blogging. lol. sianded. guess i'll sign off from here ^^

it was a misunderstanding?
im not really sure.
im doubting.

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today, was such a peaceful day :D first time of the year i guess, we had a peaceful MATHS lesson in class 3E. woots~

all of them were doing their homework diligently, like angels o.O

this was what we were doing - kinematics =x

i got bored so ask dear cheryl q. to take a picture of the heart :D whose hands are these anyway?

this is what we were doing for chem today :D fun right? hard white crystals =p

heart made on the back of my foolscap pad. ^^