310108

today was okay. yea, okay. like doing titration. hmm, nothing much to blog today. went to parkway to meet dajie after her band. looked around for clothes for new year for her.

the topshop clothes that i wanted, I THOUGHT THEY WERE OUT OF STOCK! luckily, they just put it else where. the skirt was below something, somewhere near the cashier. the blue top was behind another set of clothes, but there wasnt my size. goodness =( please dont tell me many ladies wear the same size as me =(

tmr's road run, wonder how it will be.

haiz.

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perves, i dont like you.


time flew. assembly was quite fun. ___ is dumb. thanks to _______. i dont know whether im suppose to blog this. and i've decided not to.


the sky, looked like coffee swirls. looking back in life, i do wonder over your words, your questions. it's hard to explain, and i've explained part of it to her. and then, i ponder over it again and think, is this all we get after slogging out so much?


sometimes, i do disagree with what u say. and i try to state my point that there's a different view of it but to no avail. yet today, i totally agree with you. thanks for guiding me through the mist, thanks for all that you've helped, thanks for being ________________.


as the gates of my house opened and i stepped in, i gazed up at the sky. the sky wasnt clear, cloudy in fact. only one star, one tiny star peeked through the clouds and shone brightly. everything else was covered except for that star.

again, i wonder.

i love you,
i love you,
i love you two.

290108

tmr's the 30th. that's fast, it's going to the end of January, 2008, and February steps in.

today's lesson, quite all right. just felt very sian during english, the rest of the day was okay UNTIL physics. i kinda fell asleep. almost. half awake. haiz, poor me. actually, the class was quite quiet, guess most were falling asleep too? hehe =x

ss test, sbq, haha. i seriously dont know how to do. most probably, i'll fail this test =x quite expected actually, because i've never passed sbq. it rained around 2-3 pm and continued until around 4+, 5pm. yup. went to bk with a whole group of people. 10 of them. haha.

i finally got my envelopes :D and my pen ink runs out, fast. haiz. actually, i dont really know what to type for this blog post.

crap.

i miss the old tkchoir

i miss the old tkchoir.
i miss the times we sung our hearts out.
i miss the times when the seniors push us all the way to perfect our tone.
until....
i really miss 'Vivace'.
i hope that 1st dec 2008 will be a good one, a really wonderful, brilliant, fantastic, fantabulous one :D

i love tkchoir..

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today's a funny day. ridiculous and hilarious.

watching you sleep was really funny. dajie and i were laughing as softly as we could though the laughter inside was unbearable.

today was, sort of a sweet day. and really, sweet. okay, sweets. i brought sweets, dage brought sweets, and most got sweets :D that's nice. hahaha

maths test first 3 questions were okay, except for the last one -.- horrible. just hope i can pass.

that's all for today, short one. cya maybe tmr? hahah, bye~

the muttons are back!

with you - chris brown

With You
by Chris Brown

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Verse 1:]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot... lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And...
Ooh, little cutie
When... you talk to me
I swear... the whole world stops
You're... my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and...

[Bridge:]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and...
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And...

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No... one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I... know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel...
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl...
With you [x5]

[Verse 2:]
Oh Girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! little shawty,
Say... you care for me,
You know... I care for you,
You know... that I'll be true,
You know... that I won't lie,
You know... that I would try,
To be your everything... yeah...

[Bridge:]
Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And...

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No... one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I... know I can't be the only one,
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel...
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Ohh...With you [x5]
Yeah Heh...

[Bridge 2:]
And I...Will never try to deny,
Cause you are my whole life,
Cause if you ever let me go,
I would die...
So I won't find,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cus' if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day...

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight, (hey, heeeeey)
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Woo Ooohh...
Yeah~
They need it boo, (they need it)
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight, (the world tonight)
Hearts all over the world tonight(the world tonight)

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you, (I'm into u baby...)
And girl,
No... one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug, (every kiss and every hug)
You make me fall in love,
And now I... know I can't be the only one, (now I...)
I bet his heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel...
Wat I feel when I'm

With you [x5] (with you... girl...)
Girl...
With you [x5]
Ohh...
With you [x5]
With you...
With you [x5] (only with you)
(yeah...)

the muttons are back tmr :D

tmr's the 28th!
means, THE MUTTONS ARE COMING BACK ON AIR!

miss their jokes, their crap. as compared to dan and young, the muttons are much more crappy and they are really hilarious :D

p.s i like you
p.s i love you
p.s i dislike you
p.s i hate you

blog's birthday

my blog's birthday is coming,
it's on a special day!
woots :D

summer dreams________.

i feel like learning how to play a violin.
instruments make music that are heavenly wonders.
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somehow, i feel sorry.
and i should really apologize, really really apologize.
im really sorry but why try to force it just gets worse by the minute?
okay, maybe not to that extent.
argghh.

i'll go to school with a smile,
as promised.
dont worry.

260108

hohoho, i had a long long, super duper long sleep from 8.30pm to 7.00am(lazed in bed till 8 =x) today. woots, thanks to my head, i had a really nice and peaceful rest. muahaha.

today's choir practice was, okay, they were singing, that's good. hope that it would get better as the days pass because this year isnt a slack year for us. in fact, it's quite tight, and i hope that the sec 3s will learn to take over and be initiative without the sec 4s telling them what to do. the sec 4s are stressing out over studies in fact, i think.

discipline wise, much more room for improvement. yea, whisper is allowed but dont go overboard. especially when some are really trying hard to listen to the conductor, trying to hear what he/she is relating to them, going overboard actually drowns the conductor's voice and thus, missing important details. and please, be serious. yea i know, choir members, most of us are fun, crappy, nonsensical to an extent but small not large, joyful, happy, etcetc. when it's time to be serious, please be. and the word is please.

okay, enough of seriousness. let's get on to nonsense.

after choir, i went with marie, kenny, weiying, junwei and emilyn to roxy square. emilyn had to leave early so she went off first. lunch was okay and there's a talk about teachers again o.O lol. seems like tk teachers made the hits, haha. after choir on friday, we had a talk about teachers too, a really funny one, sent us bursting into laughter =P

i headed on to ecp macs to meet up with jieeee, who was apparently packing his room. so neat hor? hehe. had him to teach me chem, really an A1 student. haiz, if only his teacher is my teacher =( then im sure we'll score A1 and that will be another point to sustain. but i really hope i can get A1 for chem :D

oh, did i mention? MY JUNIOR, EUGENE(sec 1) IS SO CUTE. im no pedophile anyway -.-

quite fortunate to have a tutor who tutors me for almost every single subject. wahaha :D a senior who always look out for me, hehehee, thanks ar =)

then my mom, bro and maid came to meet me and we went to jk don for dinner. cause it's my mommy's birthday :D i had the korean food that i ate the first time i ate there. but it wasnt jieeee who cooked, but someone else. at least jieeee served us water ^^ haha, he's gonna get another strand of white hair =P(he's getting old la, cant blame him =x)

after my mom bathed, we had the cake that glenn and i bought for her(glenn, my mom says thanks to you :D). quite shock she was, and she thought it was my friend's cake. wahaha. almond fruit cake, creamy, spongy, not much of cake, a lot of fruit and almond. lol. i prefer chocolate cake(someone still owes me a treat =P) though, but since it's my mom's birthday, the flavour's to suit her not me.

i know what i desperately want,
the skirt and top from Topshop.
muahaha. one month, from february 1st. 1 month. 1 month's savings will be enough. woots :D(for the top only. lol)

happy birthday,
mommy :D

240108

today's yong kiong's birthday,
happy birthday dude :D

today's the release of the O level results. class of '07 really did well, that puts stress on class of '08. haiz. we shall work hard together and score well :D im sure we can.

grats to jieeee, boss and ming yan for scoring well :D im not sure about the rest cause i didnt get to see them =x

ps ar dajie, sorry sorry. seriously dont know what went wrong with myself. i promise it will never happen again. really really.

seems like most know about my results for my chinese. quite shocking actually. will continue to work hard. first thing first, i want to save money for the top and skirt in topshop =x

cheer up yea?
good luck :D

230108

anxiety's filling the hearts of the sec4s'07 and my batch of hmts. good luck for tmr all, including me. to think i actually had that dream last night about myself getting the slip. i seriously hope i will do well cause i've been studying higher chinese since primary school. not scoring an A is kind of, a disgrace(to me) in fact. but one thing, im more prone to speaking english than chinese =x

yea, so tmr's the day. i can see jieee :D haha though i see him every week, seeing him for one more day makes me happy. cause he's the only one i share most of my problems with =x

somehow i cant wait for friday, cause the sec ones are coming in. gonna see constance's brother!! samuel his name is. hmmm, i dont know what section he belongs to anyway and i hope that the songs will be quite prepared for them =x argghh.

e maths tys sucks. that's when my tutor comes in. wahahhaa. dont tell you who, cause that person know who he/she is =P

good luck for emaths test tmr :D
good luck for the netball team :D
good luck for the soccer team :D
good luck for the hmt students taking their results tmr :D
good luck to my dearest seniors :D
good luck to all :DD

i forgot what i wanted to write again,
shucks.

220108

today's my ex ex ex ex? dont know how many ex, but my maid's birthday :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

haha, okay. today's the best day ever. why? NO SUPPLEMENTARY OR TEST FOR 4E. shiok. first day we were released at 2pm sharp. really really wonderful. in fact, the day was quite boring. first 2 periods, a maths lecture. i almost fell asleep. can hardly keep myself awake. the air con in the audi was so cold, even with my jacket on i still cant keep myself warm. and i end up falling asleep =x

english was ... . the rest of the days was quite all right. at least some laughter for today :D

huiwen and i went to parkway to check out topshop. im so in love with this skirt but it cost $43!! im kinda broke for now after spending $10.20 on a set of photocopied tys and more on others. haiz, so i dont have the money to buy it. gonna save up for it. then huiwen went to look for a top to match the skirt and it was really matching! and i fell in love with it too. price? $46. the total cost is $89 and oh man, gonna really start saving. i promised jieee to get what he wants for his birthday too. hah, in fact saving money, dont need to eat so much, can lose weight =x

so it's like this, and like that. woots. then went to macs to return nigel his $5. now i owe him $10. my da ge's hair very nice to play with, i realized. just that u cant really mess up his hair cause it stays the same. but still very nice. wahah.

tmr's gonna be a tiring day,
to dajie: u better sleep early :D

i forgot what i wanna write for italics.
that's why i wrote this.

210108

first day of the week, everyone's mind had two things.
1) file maths file
2) chem test!!

chem test really sucked. i seriously dont know what kind of paper that was. it was so tough, so much thinking to do. and i fell asleep for a while during the paper. the whole day had been tiring, ESPECIALLY DURING PE.

what kind of training was that? i bet i gonna get a body ache tmr. 4 rounds, each approx. 400m long. 20 push ups, 40 sit ups, 15 burpheys(do u spell it like this? i dont know how to spell it -.-) after each round. so tiring D:

lessons, quite fun. someone asked a retarded question(im bad =x). lol. some laughter we had today in class. love the people sitting around me, always high and up and laughing :D

so screwed, so so screwed. chem test is so screwed. thursday, the O levels results will be coming out. *panics* zzz. sec 4 of class '07 and hmt students are sure waiting in anxiety. hope everything goes well. been studying hcl for so long, scoring a B for this chinese paper really will disappoint me. who wouldnt be disappointed?

work hard everyone.

PS, I love you.

190108

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DAJIE :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIWEN :D

both turning 16 one after another. haiz. i wonder when my turn will be. seems like dajie had really quite a fun time for her birthday bash.. i love fun :D

16 good lor, can watch nc 16 lor =x lol. look forward to being 18 years. i'll smash u with a cake =)

tired. fatigue. exhausted. what else? i need to sleep. cya guys~
ohoh, take care da ge. your turn to be lame ^^ we take turns hor, i sec 3 baika, u sec 4 baika. dajie jc 1 baika =x(touchwood). take care :D

im sorry.

160108

I SAW CONSTANCE'S MOM TODAY! been a long time since i've saw her. really really long, and difference i've seen in her :D she looks slimmer although she's already slim. HAHA. heard that samuel, constance's bro, IS IN TK! woots, most prob i'll see him in tkchoir :D i totally forgot how he looks like =x

dajie fell ill today =( get well soon~ cause your spastic sister is waiting to be spastic with u =x today, aiya, was kinda pissed with someone for no reason. but that piss was really, no link, no point, no reason. -.-

some things arent meant to be said here =P

thanks for talking to me yesterday, appreciate it.

they know,
they know,
they know,
but you dont.
neither do you know about it.
cause u'll never know.
i hope

150107

lol. today's geog test was -.- i did not manage to finish it. haiz. ss essay lol. just anyhow write =x

it was pouring heavily, really heavily today. the wind blew, the floor flooded. heard that the rainwater almost entered my house o.O? singapore low-lying area. prone to getting flooded. but what a downpour! seriously, it was up and shine in the morning and afternoon. didnt expect a whole cloud of raindrops to gather overhead of katong. and the lightning was extremely scary. kinda above the area of katong =x

despite having an umbrella, borrowed from tate(thanks mr cheesebun :D), huiwen and i were drenched from top to toe =x super super wet. we could feel the soggy-ness in our shoes(eww). the water~~ haha, parkway's pedestrian crossing was also flooded. we tried to tiptoe at first, then realized it wasnt helping at all. so wet we were. thanks clayton for the shirt :D

it was freezing cold in parkway, really cold. and someone tempted me with food when i have not eaten my lunch -.- lol. not his fault anyway. haha.. i went to check something out(secret =p), quite all right it is. not sure about other outlets. hope there's time to go get it, haha.

end of today, really really cold. to all, especially the three who walked in the downpour(-.-), take care and bathe hot water. dont fall sick cause u know u cant afford to :D

that's it for today~

im starting to hate conf-s

140108

someone turned 16 today. happy lah. lol.
happy birthday anyway :D

i thought i would be tired today cause i slept quite late last night =x but apparently, i was quite active. only towards the end of the day, i was hungry and tired. haiz.

school life, wear u out to the max. gives u fun to the max too :D

thanks all(:

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today, was a happy day. loads of laughter since the first period. yay~ hahaha, that's the way i like it. u know, what i've regretted was not studying hard enough. not working hard and achieve my goal. but i've not regretted stepping into 3E'07/4E'08 as a student of this class. cause it's the class with full of joy and laughter :D


i cant tolerate my chinese teacher. i shant comment anything here :D


choir was fun! mr kwei came today. YAY :D mingyan, cheryl tan and jianyong came back. actually a lot more. like jonathan yong, shaun djie, clarissa, etcetc. seems like today's a day off! haha!


went to have lunch at roxy. more of brunch(lunch and dinner). it was like super late when we got there. started eating around 4-5 i guess. it had been a long time since i've ate the banmian there anyway. the auntie and uncle are generous! as usual :D glenn's their usual customer. wahaha.


astrid, sandy and i went to pp to buy bubble tea and walked a little. they bought a volleyball. to play of course. lol. the man in the shop was hilarious. he has a good sense of humour. hahahhaa, just keep laughing~


then i went to do some errands for my bro and went to meet the girls and nigel at the playground near mp library. and astrid left with me to my home. we heard a bang at the t-junction. i thought two cars collided but in fact it was someone who got knocked down. first time seeing such things, in my life. i think the victim's a man based on his size. his bag was kinda flung quite a distance away from him. poor guy huh? hope he's all right. i cant see the car that knocked him down anyway. think it's a hit-and-run driver. tsktsk. should whack him/her left right upside down. wahaha.


damn tired. eyes pain.

to the person i talked to during lunch today, cheer up :D u got the people around you to support, comfort, etcetc. i know u wont do anything stupid but still, cheer up :D get your voice back soon. seems like everyone's having the same illness =x


yuki nohi..

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today was kinda a stone day. i was stoning in the morning. was freaking tired. haiz. but overall the day was okay. just some sleepy moments =x

I FINALLY GOT THE CONSENT FORM SIGNED! YESYESYESYESYES! BEEN WAITING FOR THE SIGNATURE FOR SOOOOO LONG!!! FINALLY :D YAY!!

i think someone's gonna be sad,

Misery Business - Paramore

Misery Business
by Paramore

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.
I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

[Chorus:]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now
.And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.

Cause god it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

090108

today was a much better day as compared to yesterday.
yesterday sucked, LOADS.

met up with alyssa on the way to school and we walked to class together. we were stopped by benjamin tan, telling us there's a frog in the dustbin. HAHA. LOL. uncle cheng, usual nonsense! haha! he brought the frog into our class. then complained about rainy season, the frogs mating and laying eggs in the puddles of water. HAHA SUPER FUNNY!

uncle cheng: “那些母青蛙说，“我需要。。。”。 然后那些公的青蛙说，“我爱你。。。” " LOL AND IT WAS EARLY IN THE MORNING! that set the spirit for the day :D

the day was really cold and the first four periods were double periods of chem and physics. T.T i almost fell asleep in physics. couldnt understand nor digest anything about moments -.- chemistry, i was much awake :D

the assembly, hohoho, Da Vinci's dead. HAHA. as usual. the stonest house of the year award goes to "DA VINCI!" lol -.- there wasnt enthusiasm. not much to comment, or things i shouldnt comment. hurtful huh? =x

english test, i didnt manage to finish 2 questions. basically the passage was so tough to read. if not it would be my eye sight's deteriorating =( so i didnt finish. lol. and after that was chem remedial. stayed till 5+pm for it. i could feel my brain bursting. yea, bursting. everyone was tired. u can see that.

guess it's just sec4's life =P

i wish that signature on it SOON.

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yea, i'll prove it.
and the sky's raining like i did just now.
beautiful.

my motto was to smile no matter what happens,
seems like i can never smile forever.

080108

happy birthday brother, and it's my real biological brother -.-
happy 18th birthday.. can watch m18 shows already. no fret. stop being so childish and all. time u have to grow up and be a man dude.

today was a day i cant elaborate. reason being, i haven gotten the mood.
whatever.

that's how blatantly i gonna speak.

u know your goals,
they dont think u can do it.
they think u cant balance both at the same time.
show it to them.
show that u can get the points u've always wanted to get.
because u have faith in yourself.
and yourself = me = fiona
do well.
whatever happens,
just be strong and work towards it.
u've planned it all out.
time to start executing it.

070108

this blog post is requested by cheryl quek aka dajie. thanks ar. -.-

okay, today was fun. erm, principal's talk early in the morning with some crap coming from kenneth spreading to cheryls. perfect. then homework, stuff. most lessons were like, feeling dreadfully tired but still able to handle it.

in fact, i find the time pass really fast. it was just then, morning. up and early around 7 when i reached school. 7am it is. then soon it reached 2.35pm when everyone whipped out their physics notes to study for the test. and by the time u know it, it's over and done with. lol. that's school isnt it?

then 2 cheryls and i headed for bugis to buy our bags. same bags we bought ^^ and badges to deco it, wahaha. pray hard we dont mistake one another's bag as our own =x that's going to be horrible.

that's all i gonna post for today.
bad throat i've got.
hope it will get better.
cya all.
and thanks for the laughter today though it was really zzz.

030108

today's the 2nd day of school. ms chen is kind. hahaa, and she was an ex 4E student! haha! nice one :D a lot of things going on in 4E, like da ge and *ahem* woots~ pretty hot bun!

homework, im quite glad the teachers allow us to hand in next week because the deadlines are like next week. more time to finish. but the schedule's really hectic. very very very busy. everyday we have to stay back, sobs.

oh, cheryl anne and cheryl quek said something in the audi today that was really hilarious. omg. please dont suan me anymore T.T

thanks for the present anyway(: haha, it's very cute, right dajie? lolol.

take care~

1st day of school

seems like the first day went well :D except for the number of talks we had. -.- terrible. but at least there's something to think about now. and the stress -.- but i think we all gonna make through this and we will :D

i've got my new phone! yay~ without a change in plan =( but it's okay.

time to chiong homework.

happy new year(:

happy 2008!
it's a new year.
yay :D
saw my cousins today.
two didnt come though.
the younger one has grown taller. haha,
love them loads ;D