finally.. it's OVER(:

heyheyhey!!

CT's finally OVER!!! wheeeeeee... but it's so sian... hahaha.. i bet im not going to do well for this CT. i didnt finish my chem paper.. and that's VERY DEPRESSING! haizzzzz... there's SCO tmr.. until 10+PM..

tmr.. the sec 2s are going for cohort camp and some sec 3 leaders. i can say some leaders.... are chosen wrongly. no point opposing though.. there's nothing left to do. they have decided. and it may just fall..

also, dont think u are so great. the more complacent u are, the more u are hated by people. u think u are better than others.. well i say u are only good in one aspect. others have more potential than u. dont make me hate u as u are already making me do it. but im controlling myself cause of this group of people.. so please DONT be complacent. u are not perfect, neither am i. the world isnt(this is so contradicting! u'll see... lol!). so learn to be humble, and that's where u earn your utmost respect from everyone. i shant go further.. it's bad for me and bad for u.

haizz THEY ARE GOING. gonna miss them sooooooooo much.. trying to survive without them for 3 days.. luckily im occupied. but it will just make me feel much more depressed. not going to explain that =x just hope u all will enjoy yourself. haha.. gonna emo in class........... :( haizz.. gonna miss that poo dude. lol. gonna miss his crap. and saiful too... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. why all the people go for cc? and ying cong too.. miss his 'gonna "bit?" u real hard'... :( then hot sexy chio bu also going!!! and 'clear-ment'(lol. clement actually, hahaha, miss wong miss wong.....) too.. waaaa then shi geng will bully me during english together with sherwin! shyt...

why why why people.
tell me why.
why did it turn out to be like this?
why cant things turn out the way u want it to turn out?
why must there be obstacles to stop you from moving on?
why must things go separate ways when u want it to go YOUR way?
why cant things be PERFECT?
why must these things happen?
why is there such a word called 'avoid' ?
why is there **** in the world?
why....
why........
why.............

seems like whole lot of questions in my mind.. waiting for answers to save them from hell in my mind. my mind's in a whirl.. nothing goes the right way. it's always the wrong direction...

it just hurts me if that happens to u..
im not telling u cause i dont want u to know..
praying hard with my heart and soul..
that nothing will happen to u..

SPECIALLY TO YOU-KNOW-WHO

should i forgive u, u-know-who?
LOL.
thanks for staining my blouse and u ended up having a dot on your hand. -.- im a lousy aimer. clement also kena anyway(: LOLOLOLOL. hahahahahahaha
i make sure u have an extreme makeover sia. LOL.

a maths, i blanked out. lost 6 marks. 6 MARKS! tell me how i gonna get my A1?

SS, i dont understand source B AT ALL. it was totally horrible. and my hand's sore after writing for 45 minutes. u just keep writing and writing. the time seemed insufficient though. but at least i've finished my essay. whether i will score well for it i dont know. just wanna thank clayton for lending me copy his notes. or else i'll never know how to write it =x

back to mugging. lol




CHEERS? cheers... hahaha xD

sianned -.-

haiz..

today, i dont feel like studying. although tmr's the last day. and the LAST paper. and it's CHEMISTRY. a wonderful subject comes with a wonderful teacher. strict but humourous. nice combination(:

went to mp library again.... ahaha.. was kinda slacking. cause i reached there at 5? LOL. went to han's to eat. hahaha.. i've got a hole in my pocket now....... hahahahhaha! library.. tried to study.. but cant. head hurts. major hurting(what kind of english is this? ENGLISH, i say, without the proper sentence structure. lol.)

the arena is cool.. nice debate RI and hwa chong had. a very intense debate in fact. well.. RI won.. hahaha. they did it. that 15 year old guy really got a sense of humour.

IT'S THE LAST PAPER. MUST ENDURE.
if only i could......


it only hurts me... a lot.

screwed? SCREWED.

haha...

i've screwed up. BOTH my physics and geog. elec paper. how? do u think i'll pass? haizzzzzzzzzz.
tmr's ss and a maths. i cant stand her anymore. her teaching is horrendous. she always gives u that frown in class with the *tsk*. never like it. at least her face's ok today. lol.

im sianned of studying. going to the library just freaks me out. cause people will be talking and chatting. and no matter how many times u say 'shhh' it doesnt help. im at fault too though. ahhahahah LOL. im contributing to noise pollution(:

at least i've gotten my notes for ss. and practiced a bit of a maths. just gonna sleep. zZz. hope i will pass every single paper. please please dont flunk...

just wishing everyone;
mugs and MORE mugs!

CHEERS(:

im happy(:

IM HAPPY!
shouldnt think at this moment. bad day to think. so i'll be happy.

oh ya. my cousin's girlfriend came over to my place. she's pretty(:
i cant believe my cousin who's 10 years older than me is having a girlfriend! he's the first cousin to date! WOOHOO!!! lol. ahahhahahaha!!

mugs and more mugs(: CHEERS_________.

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good luck for common test(:

this day..

well..
nothing much happened. just that there's choir. and i saw JJ. and sandy and i went to marine parade library to study. and JJ came too. hahahaa.. quite a nice chat with him indeed(: he cut his hair.. (ps. it's horrible. you agree with me right, JJ? hahah! gonna wait till it grows back=])

i went to aunt jenny's place for CNY celebrations. i could see cards everywhere. outside inside left right up down. lol. hahaha! but i didnt play. just sat, have some food and drank red wine(: only three glasses anyway.. was stopped by parents. hahahah! i was red though.

hmm.. i was listening to uncle alan's story and experiences. haha. his story is like a dream come true? or a miracle? it's like.. WOW! u never expect such improvements. such bewilderness? LOL. no link no link.

back at home. what did i do? MUG. it was semi mug though. nothing much(:
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i went for piano. it was THEORY all the way. cause my paper's coming after the ct. siannnnnn. blablabla.. went to meet clayton at katong mall(it's difficult to find your tuition centre clayton. lol).. then had lunch, looked for cds and off we went to mp library. again? yes.. again. hahaha. i've been there on the 21/2, 22/2, 24/2 and today the 25/2. hahahaha(: mugged there and talked duh.. nigel poo was late. hahahaha. then suddenly sandy came with her cousins. woohoo! lol. blablabla. nothing much to say in fact.

gonna go back to mug:(

common test/SCO

woots! it's the weekends!(FINALLY! *PHEW*)

well.. i would say that this is a very busy week.. why i say so? cause there is this thing called COMMON TEST. the moment u return to school, the teachers scold u for not finishing your homework, do last minute revisions, etc etc. and here it is, the 1st day of common test.

i practically screwed up my english and mother tongue paper. i was dreaming i guess, im just too tired. slept at 12 last night practicing maths just to prepare for the maths paper today. it was fine though. it's just eng and mt papers!

the english paper was situational writing, a letter to your cousin.................. of course, like the previous one we did in class, there was comparison needed to do. im not sure if my points are out or additional sentences/words are added in which are not acceptable. screwed it up, just screwed it. hopefully i'll get a pass(:

the mother tongue paper... GOODNESS! it was hell.. sorry to say this but IT WAS HELL! i dont understand what the questions are asking. u ask me what the questions are.. i cant tell u either cause i dont even rmb what the questions are. lol. seriously, that paper was crap. i gonna fail it as usual. been failing ever since. but i hope to score well in fact.... i've got a major paper during mid-year. how to buck up? how am i going to pull up my 'chinese' socks?

mt lessons were quite boring today. i wasnt really paying attention to him, i was doing something else.. hmm.. something which i cant rmb. LOL. then there's choir.. it was quite fine. we sang the three songs for syf and changed some choreo. it was good overall, just that everyone was chatty and duh, hungry. after choir was SCO. shuhan and i thought they will give us a break or so and we could go grab a bite at least but nope, there wasnt. but we took a chance and tadah! we succeeded! hahahah(: lololol.

learning the SCO song was ok. the song is pretty easy though and quite high. shu han and i left sch at around 4.30pm. we were doing magic tricks in school to pass time. hahahaha! it's quite a fine choice for CHOICES. as we were about to leave, it started drizzling and then poured. shu han and i were like 'oh dear... how are we gonna get there in time in this rain?' it was a passing cloud i guess as the rain was quite short. we managed to borrow an umbrella from olivia(thanks senior!) and ate at paya lebar's kfc. HEAVEN IT WAS! it was ages since i last ate kfc. just a bite into that zinger burger made me float like im in heaven.. hahahha!

we left kfc around 5.30. it was quite early when we reached tanjong pagar and made our way to SCO concert hall, which is Singapore Conference Hall, after meeting up with Andrea, Ashley, Istilah,Cheryl Tan and Cheryl Lim. esmondo and varianni were there already and surprisingly they were early! but they cheated.. take taxi sia... cheat cheat. LOL.

the training was tiring. it was not even 8 and i was yawning already. the schools that attended were TK, cat. high, vs. ahs. mj, aj and vc. it was quite messy as mr kwei didnt want two vc people to be sitting side by side but instead, separate and slot themselves in between the other choir members. the combine with the orchestra was quite well(: the song IS nice.. with the orchestra of course.... however we stood on stage for almost an hour i guess. it was tiring and after the whole thing, my back was aching and so are my shoulders. overall, it's just------------------------------TIRED/FATIGUE!!! we were lucky to be released early and not at 10.30 if not i really wonder what time i gonna reach home. man, that's really late!

talking about common test and the mid-year paper.. that BIG BIG MAJOR paper.. i still have another paper in like 2 weeks' time? oh geesh.. 2 WEEKS! guess im gonna screw the paper? nahhhh, i've paid a lot for just a single piece of paper and a cert. please let me pass the paper and best is not to fail.

wow, it's 12.43 AM. though im sosososososososo tired.. im still holding on though my eyes are closing real soon. gonna end here(: the cny one i guess i'll do it another day then. hahahhahaha x)

Happy new year!

helloooo,

new year is seriously TIRING! but there's loads of fun and family gatherings.. so overall.. i will grade new year 9 out of 10!! *clap clap clap* lol! hahahahah! minus one point because im very tired after the visitings =x hahaha(:

hmm.. i'll give a detailed post of the three days of new year during the weekends. my eyelids are heavy. my eyes are dry. my eyes are closing. and it's time to say goodbye. hahaha..

school's gonna reopen TOMORROW. that's bad, that's good. hahaha! gotta run(:

SHE'S BACK

hello(:
she's back! yes she's back! hahaa!!

let's talk about my blog:
1. it's a not-so-gorgeous blog neither is it a not-so-ugly blog
2. it's for all to see(:
3. it's dirty green/brown
4. it's summer
5. it's born on the 14.02.07 VALENTINES DAY(:
6. it's for YOU(:(yea right. haha!)

it's chinese new year people. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!(:
get more angbaos people!!